Sometimes I do wonder if there's more to me than I can understand. It scares me a little bit, to be more of a person than I'm capable of being.
01/27/26
01/24/26

Interesting that our brain has the capacity to design over 50 individuals but almost none of us are good actors. I suppose we never needed to act once we learned to split?
01/18/26
It seems like pulling on our own hair is a new SH/stim/unconscious action of some kind
01/12/26
01/12/26
In therapy Luxa came back to front for the first time since Christmas. she'd been denied front (accidentally!!) for over 2 weeks by Blue and myself. First thing she did was check the date -- she missed the new year & everything :(
